Just got the call.
Although it was what I expected, I hoped for a crazy "one in a million" positive outcome.
It's the end of the road. The end of my dream. For many years now my identity has been wrapped around conception. Unfortunately, as a child, I had no idea that my dream of having several children would become a difficult journey with so many road blocks.
I am heartbroken. I want a "do over" - but I know that won't happen. And I'm tired of dreaming of things that will never be.